I talk like I know already, and maybe I do. But I can't tell just yet. It needs time, time, time, everything needs fucking time. Why do I have to put it off? and wait? Is there a perfect moment to take the chance I want to take? And If there is, how would I know? Because I never knew before, and I certainly don't now. But I've felt this before, meeting someone like me. It's exciting, a mirror image of myself doing the same things I do.
Its frightening. I can barely be around me, and having another one of me... it's too much. It wont work, work, work.